have you ever been there

have you ever been there
to the place
that is so dark
when you want to stop thinking
because not thinking means you do not have to face the darkness
the darkness that never seems to end
and you do not know if you can ever find your way out
and you do not want to know
because knowing means thinking
thinking means facing the darkness
and you simply do not know how to do that
without breaking up into tiny pieces
have you ever been there